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Soul-sucking capitalism and hypocritical heroes. There’s a lot to unpack there.

I remember the first time I discovered one of my heroes was a hypocrite. He was the guy who organized thousand mile bike trip vacations for his family and a couple of us young bucks who were his acolytes. He drove an old VW Beetle, the ultimate righteous vehicle, and I would feel such pride when I saw him driving around town in the winter wearing an Air Force survival parka and using a cigarette lighter to defrost the windshield. He lived in a house he built debt free with the help of friends, and it looked like a solar heated woolly dog in a sea of cracker boxes. He had a Salvador Dali mustache and was a photographer who, when a beautiful rodeo queen didn’t pay for the life sized print of herself in full rodeo queen regalia she ordered from him, glued it to the wall of his outhouse in a fit of spite. He was a fine craftsman who built beautiful furniture and at the time in his life when most men drive big Buicks and wear wingtip shoes, he packed up and moved to Texas to do an MFA in sculpture. And he always grew a huge beautiful garden, which is where I discovered his Achilles heel of hypocrisy. He used a gas-powered weed eater. When I saw that weed eater, my heart sank. Here was a man, my mentor, my hero, who after doing everything else right, used a gas-powered weed eater. It took me years to digest the fact that even heroes sometimes walk on feet of clay.

And yet, for all that flaw of his, he helped me learn to think my way through the maze of soul-sucking capitalism. I hated the fact that everything new, expensive, and shiny rather quickly became obsolete, last year’s unthinkably primitive model, and depreciated into worthless, all so we would turn right around and in-debt ourselves again by buying another newest and shiniest. The answer? Just don’t need stuff, and the stuff you do need, buy it when it is obsolete, unthinkably primitive, and costs 3 cents on the dollar of the price a new one. I went through the righteous car phase and froze my ass off for a few years even while wearing an Air Force survival parka and defrosting my VW Beetle windshield with a battle-worn Zippo lighter. Eventually I had an epiphany moment: buy the slightly less righteous stuff with actual heaters that worked, an idea I built upon in other endeavors. It’s more important to be righteous than to own righteous. It became my Quest, my One Big Thing. Like my friend, I built and paid for my own house. I was free to roam the world, but always had a refuge to return to, my place on Earth. I could pick and choose how to give away my life, so instead of climbing some corporate ladder, indebting myself to a ball and chain of depreciating stuff, and yearning for the sweet taste of freedom, I took a different path and it worked for me. Sometimes charting a new path toward one’s dreams can be a frightening venture, but it is worth the effort, and O! what stories a red-pilled mind can tell.

I’m not sure depending on the expensive and ever “improving” products of soul-sucking capitalism is the way to a free soul and clear conscious, and I’m absolutely certain that my answer is not the correct answer for someone else, but an answer is out there. It can become the Quest and save one from a brittle, sucked dry soul. Toss aside the conventional, search for the truly needful and find a way to achieve it with minimal hypocrisy, maybe limited to a metaphorical weed eater or two. Your answer is out there somewhere.

And that right there is my version of the Jordan Peterson Speech that Every Young Man Needs to Hear.

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Russell Nohelty's avatar

I love this. Thanks for the shout out!

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